♥; Saturday, October 25, 2008{
why everytime like that everytime i do anything i am wrong u guys like to to laugh at mi say mi or say behind mi why know and we dun seen like close friend forever anymore we have lost in this circle we have forget cant just stop it we dun seen like we are friend we are like some kind of hi bye friend or some kind of friend that just see and go away that kind that kind of friendship feeling anymore le WHY WHY !!!! u make mi lost the trust in u le we are not close anymore le ..... Haiz WHY THE WORLD IS LIKE THAT .... I ALWAYS CANT GET Wuhow we know each other and how we talk and how we laugh and we share our ssecret together .... i dun have AT I WAN AND THOSE THAT I DUN WAN U HAVE GIVEN IT TO MI LE U KNOW WHY WHY I HATE MY LIFE NOW I HATE IT ALWAYS U BETTER GET IT OF MY LIFE FAR AND FAR AWAY .... AT FIRST I TOT THAT I HAVE FIND IT BUT IN THE END THE BOX IS EMPTY TOTALY NTH INSIDE LE U KNOW THERE NTH CAN LET MI TAKE BACK THIS FRIENDSHIP LE WHY WHY !!! U MAKE MI SO DISSAPOINTED IN U ... I WANTED TO LET IT GONE BUT U BRING IT BACK AGAIN AND IN THE END U BREAK IT AGAIN .... WAT I SHOULD DO U TEL MI CAN I TOTALLY OUT OF MY MIND NOW .... HAIZ DAMM SAD NOW LE........
ouch !!! my painful day and scary day is on the way le.... still left nine days IS the TIME TO CHANGE MY LIFE LE ....OH MY GOD... I HAVE TO FACE IT SUCH A KILLING LIFE FROM THAT DAY ONWARD ... ARE U SURE GOD ...ARE U GOING TO GIVE MI SUCH A BITTER LIFE ....THAT have TO FACE A PAIN EVERYDAY AND BITTER EVERYDAY OH NO MAN.... IS REALLY DAMM SICK HAIS EVERY NITE ...NOW OF THE DAY I HAVE TO TAKE TWO spray alreadly like going to a hell and when the day come i think i will fall everyday in the hell le what wrong with it yinxian u got to bear it...... this kind of life very soon will be over le ..ok ..u must strong ok ..... u still got alot ppl will surpport u dun worry u gt your family and your friend and momo and sayang all of them will surpport u man dun worry ........ ya wat for i worry i will be strong i will be a happy going girl wat... although some time like to SHOW attitude but i will sure be strong .... correct man yinxian u are strong u must bear with the pain and bitter u are having now ok ok i will .... i promise myself.... THAT I WILL STRONG LE .....
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